I am not going to sleep with enemy again
Sleeping with the enemy means compromising with things u
don’t like. Either u get addicted to it or you can top it from impacting your
life. I have a vice of such proportion. Some people have problem with women,
drugs, cigarattes etc I have addiction with internet. I always keep sitting on
the system just reading some stupd article which does little to enhance my
life.
I have been saying from the past 2 yrars I will stop I will
stop but I dotn seem to be able to stop it and I keep reading it. But now I
have to because I realize the two biggest mistake I did in the past 2 year –
one was job change I have been saying since lasy decemeber that I cam changing
my job in my office still I am stuck in the same but I am in a different
location that is the biggest insult of all and the other was I used to make fun
of other people weght and their stomach when mine was no better. I just check
my weight on Thursday guess what I am 2nd
time fat in my life the first I controlled it but now again I am fat. 1 kilo
fat and .4 bmi aboe thatn normal. For a guy who is 5.4 being 67.5 kilo is a
insult.
All this I will attribute to my hobby of reading article
online. It has made me mechanical and I don’t like to experiment anymore.
Before I had a bit of disclipline in my life followed a order but I am
disciplined for just name sake nothing more. I just have a false pride that
once I say something to make an impact on other I do it for the heck of doing
it. I don’t actually enjoy doing it. But today I have decided it is time now to
stop saying ans start enjoying the stuff I want to do.
So here start the program of not sleeping with enemy but
being friend with it. I am ending reading article which has no impact on my
life and rather use the spare time to do thing in..oke apply for job, doing
more exercise, beng more systematic and also doing skating in the evening. I
have brough a skates for 200 dhms in 2010 decemeber it is stil there in the
cover and haven’t started doing anything with it.
Now I have to make it count.
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